We are all sorry for your loss. Although we may never meet in person, to pretend we are not friends is a fallacy.
If I had friends like the ones on CR4 in real life, I would only turn on the computer once a week to check email.
Please know, that in this difficult time, you are not alone.
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Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety. Ben Franklin